time passes

not like its been ages since i posted!

well whats new?

I had prom.
I graduated.
I didn't get into Ryerson, wait listed.
I was destroyed.
I moved 2 hours away from my best friend.
I decided to go to York instead.
I wasn't excited, thrilled or interested.
I made new friends.
I got 2 jobs.
I got Into Ryerson.
My life looked 10,000 times better.


AANNNNDD thats it.
I am still beaming in the afterglow of happiness from getting into the school of my dreams.
After having those hopes dashed in May, I gave up completely.
i changed my plans and everything i had pictured for my future.
I had to make a choice and i chose to go to the next best thing, York.
I had a roommate and i saw the campus, i chose my courses and everything, but i still just didn't care.
My future looked...ok.

i was told to give up the idea of going to Ryerson to save my heart from being broken once again.
i was only on the waitlist after all, but ,my chances were slim.
If i had any hope of getting in by some miracle, and I didn't;
i would be severely distressed.
so i carried on, but in the back of my head i still had a little voice,
saying
"dont give it up. don't give it up."
and secretly, i didn't.
I hoped and hoped everyday for that phone call to come.
and it finally did.

i cried.
it seems so stupid but i was so overwhelmed. everything shifted from apprehension and apathy to "EVERYTHING IS GOING SO WELL!"

haha! Moulin Rouge quote.
Now, I am admitted. I am a Ryerson student, of the faculty of Communication and design, in the program of Fashion Communication.

My future looks...Grand.