days like this are hard to forget

great day.

fablous day.

Hair whipping in the warm late aftersoon sun. The suns harsh rays filling the tobacco fields with golden light. a twangy country song blaring from the speakers overhead. My skin sizzling from the fresh sunburn on my back.

I skipped school today to go to the beach. It was a goegrous day and I couldn't waste it by staying inside and learning... nothing.
It was a perfect day. me and my friends hopped in the car early this morning and took off. the hour drive was worth it.

memories like this are few and far between.

love days like this

fablous day.

great day.

Momentary glimpses of silence

Although I thought i already created one of these but I guess not.
Why do teachers decide to make all thier big assignments due on the same day. They probably have a meeting and decide that "ok, on May 28th lets make all of our final projects due."
So because of this sudden rush of projects being due and friends fighting and drama at school i have made an executive decision. I am quitting my job. It is the last 30 days of school and my last couple weekends here in My little town.

I plan to spend it with my best friend, doing stupid things to kill time.
I plan to soend it reading books and going to the library.
I want to spend it with my Grandmother.
I plan to use the time to do good work.

I think it will be good for me, to let go of something. I have lots on my plate and would it be nice to take something out of my life? espeically something that causes lots of stress and anguish. Why not I say?!

I see myself later in life waking up some mornings, I will have a good steady job and a house and i will just say to myself..."Im moving to Paraguay!"
and off I will go.

I would love to live my life on the edge of insanity, and take off into the night to wake up in a different world.
As for now, I am an 18 year old student just waiting for my life to begin. Waiting for school to be finished and to grow up.

For now I am a jobless hobo living in my Grandmother's Guest room.

In the beginning..

There was only one.

hah. sooo here i am. Blogging. wierd. Inpsired by my sisters grand ideas!
"you should write a blog"
"I have nothing to write about" i say
"It's good to get jobs"
"*confused face*" i say

but, i decided that It is going to be a boring summer and I have nothing better to do. Why not write? i guess?
I am so not used to just writing and posting something, what if no one reads it?
what if no one cares?

not like i am expecting anyone to care.
Just a warning, to those who will read and will care..

i mostly talk about myself. (as does everyone) and lately it will be about tiny little highschool things. nothing too profound.
if you REALLY dont care, then look for something else to waste time on, but if you so want to read...

read on!